Full of red wine

My mum and brother told me to write something more cheery
But my heads full of red wine and tears and clouds so dreary
I'm sitting on a beach full of spelling mistakes
Sand castles that are easy to blow over with the mind of rakes
And then I saw her and the harbour shined a lighthouse into a fog driven night
Blonde tassels of sunrises a rigged wrestling rubber floored fight
I don't even realise which caffeinated
Opinionated
Jaw dropping words into a random sentence you think I live in
Am I getting nasty a total fucking whirlwind disaster
A rollercoaster shares dropping in the middle of a humdrum existence
A nineteen twenties crash of a full blown Cadillac pretence
The stock exchange between a man a woman wearing lipsticks of truth and harmony
We stored a trans sexual and trans Atlantic share of a child called Henry
Who grew up in a Chicago slum but appreciated his mom and two dads
Different back then in the ra ra age but Henry existed Henry embraced the fads.
Does it even matter which decade the boy lived in?
A Japanese soldier in the Vietnam war on the river Somme
Upon a fathers kiss goodnight to his only son
I'm lost
Talking through
Seeing a billion numbers back to my Chicago mind.
Capone made me sniff the scent and delve into a atissue tissue
My mother and brother told me to write something more cheery
So here it is forgive the glass of red wine
Forget the aftermath of my introduction the snorting of the line
Into the twentyfirst century of a.  Wink Annie.

A delve a depth
A simple man
A few more
Words
It's all about it annie.
I chose to make it you and I.
I guess that makes you special or does it make me
Let me know hon
And I'll bow and agree.