collapsed

I must sleep now
Before the hangmans noose collapsed
Upon the jugular
Of my throats and coat
This tuxedo
Of a bow tie neck
In an intrinsic
Back hurt
I can't share with my friend
I'm all alone
I've never been the beginning
Nor the end
The trimester of the semester
In terms
Try
Me a river, shiver on electronic strings
And whatever that may bring
White water rapid
Paddles, snapped in white waves
Brains concaved
Nor the end
My habitual
Heroine,  of the French resistance
Joan of ark the stark, realisation
Of the coffee morning
Upon the dawning
Of life's triggered traps
Before the hangmans noose
Collapsed